Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Emotional Earthquake

Wtf.
I am feeling like such a girl right now. Emotional instabilty.
Blehhhh.
I'm not about to cry or anything, I don't do that lol.
Idk what's going on though.


I was thinking, what if i like "froze" my emotions?
you know, like, if I freeze my emotions, there is no possible way to get hurt
No anger, No sadness, No nothing ! BooYahh! Let's see what happens,, (cue in the DUN DUN DUUUUN!)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Seems Promising.... Don't Jinx It!

Our Story..(In a few words..sort of)
Went to a football practice.
Saw a young girl.
Asked her age.
Guy says 4.
I walk up to him & say "Who are you?"
He tells me.(her big bro)                                    
We briefly talk.
End of Conversation.


(30mins later)

I play with his little sis.

(30mins later)

I sit next to him.
I start convo.
He responds.
Convo goes great.
He asks for my number.
I give it to him.
We text.
We smile.
We joke.
We laugh.
We talk shit.
I'm almost completely comfortable with him already.
Uh oh.

Idk maybe its b'c I am vulnerable & I just want that connection with someone again. But then again, maybe this is for real. I don't want him to be weirded out about my hopefulness, so I will keep my cool & stay the way I am.
Crystal.... Vow to not be like one of those girls that obsess over someone they just met, hoping to get married & shit.
Lol I can't stand seeing people like that so I am not gonna be a hypocrite.

Movie Reviews

Rise of the Planet of the Apes



Uhhhhhh some people may say they LOVED the movie & that everything was great. Others may say, blehhhhh. Yeah, I'm an "other" . This movie wasn't really to die for. And I hear they're planning on coming out with another? Okay, the movie was about apes. What more could you possibly do with a storyline about apes? Idk , maybe they can be super creative & do wayyy better than this, Who knows?
Movie Rating: C-

Cowboys and Aliens



............................................. I fell asleep.
Movie Rating: F-

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Movie Reviews

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II

This movie was so awesome. The best HP that has ever been made. There are funny moments, sad moments, angry moments, and even moments that will make you say WTH!? I even cried at one point. A character's mysterious story has been unraveled in the 7th installment of the series. If you haven't seen the movie yet, or you are contemplating whether of not you should see it, I strongly recommend you take the time out to watch it.
Movie Rating : A

Friends With Benefits


This movie had me laughing pretty much the whole time. At one point I wanted to cry :(.. Yeah, I'm a  cryer lol. But the story takes an unexpected turn that will surprise you just a bit. But then the story becomes completely predictable toward the end. i do recommend it to those of you who aren't afraid of a little raunchy comedy.
Movie Rating: B

Monday, July 11, 2011

MLR: My Little Rant

What's the deal???
Okay so. I want to be a working woman.. You know, independent, buying my own shoes, clothes jewelry, cars, house.. everything.
Now my boyfriend on the other hand doesn't want me to work. He wants me to be a housewife. Like, to be at home, cooking, cleaning, taking care of the children & all that.
Uhhh I love to shop so clearly, I'm gonna need my own spending money. Besides, I don't like being dependent on people.
I figure we can figure out a compromise, after all, we won't be getting married any time soon.
I don't know, I do believe in the housewife thing & I want to be there for my husband, house cleaned, dinner cooked when he gets home, hot bubble bath waiting for him.. But then again, I might want to work & make my own money just in case something happens...
Who knows what will happen... I know I don't





The Bonfire I went to on Friday was pretty chill. Unfortunately, a couple people there are stuck in the highschool mentality. I took a couple of pictures of the view while I was there. I mean, who wouldn't? The beach is always a photo op waiting to happen.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

My good friend Josh...

This guy is hilarious!
This is his rendition of "Marvin's Room" by Drake
It's called "Josh's Room"
Follow him on Twitter @jdotbriggs
FOLLOW ME on Twitter: @BangBangDONE

Monday, July 4, 2011

Movie Reviews



Transformers: Dark of the Moon

Okay, great movie! But I don't think it was as good as the first two. The second movie was actually the best in my opinion. I would recommend it to those of you who like the whole talking robot thing & to those that have seen the first two movies lol. I mean, you might as well see the third one since you already started.
Who is this friggin bimbo british chick that is his "perfect" girlfriend?? She was in the way the entire movie. & they kept trying to remind the audience that Sam had a new gf. Come on, i think it was pretty obvious! I mean, with all that Megan Fox vs. director controversy, who didn't know she was out & a new girl was in??
I would have to give that movie a B...


Bad Teacher
Ohhhh yeah! Funny movie! I would recommend it to those who do not mind nudity & swearing. My boyfriend & I were laughing for most of the movie. DO NOT BRING CHILDREN! lol. If you really want a good laugh, this is the movie to see. A-

Happy 4th ! :)

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE!!
I hope you all are having a great time today:)
Be safe
I can see this is "The Year of the Illegals!" lol
Here's a vid of the people on my block...

 

BTW, I DO NOT HAVE A TATTOO ON MY WRIST, ARM & PINKY.. THOSE ARE HENNA TATTOOS...
Here's more pictures of P.S




I had FUN in Palm Springs.... A little too much fun :-X

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

*sigh*

I feel like saying some things right now but i can't b'c it's none of my business to tell.
But i can tell my own business :)

Like...............

my left foot iss bigger than my right
i measured "my" hair & it's now 18 inches..
i'm watchin the BET awards
i'm a dancer
I might try out for the "lens on talent" thing on BET, then again, thousands of people will try out, so why should i?
I got some scholarships for college, THANK GOD
I'm going to Palm Springs with my girls
I'm going to college soon
I have a spider bite on my left leg
I'm looking at Drake right now thinking about how much weight he's gained
Uhhhhhhhhhhh
RIP MBONE, NATE DOG, KRISTEN HIGH, MICHAEL JACKSON
I was speaking spanish with a 6-year-old today:)


I guess i was getting  little carried away, but it's fun just saying random things about yourself.


Night :*

Friday, June 17, 2011

One thing i have learned in life so far?
I have learned not to easily trust someone. I know i'm only 18 & everything but i have gone through enough to know that.
Trust, like love, is something that people must earn. You can't just give it to them without them working for it b'c it's easier for them to take advantage of it. If people have to work for
something, then they will take better care of it.


DON'T TRUST A HOE! =P

Anniversary :)

It is our 1year&6month anni.! I am so glad we've made it this far. If only he knew how deep my love for him is....
I love you babee:*

Monday, June 13, 2011

Whyyyyyy are guys so difficult? They are harder to figure out than my AP Calculus class.. -___-

Luckily my guy is exactly like me so I know things that he thinks I don't know :)
But sometimes it can get hard because he has a way with his words & i don't know whether to believe him or not. Yeah, we are good with our words.. (not really a good thing) :(
But one thing i can say is that I love him & with our anniversary coming up, I can honestly look back & say that we've been through enough to break up any regular relationship, but we're good & strong :)
:*

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

9:58pm.

UPDATE:
I am currently blogging & watching "John Tucker Must Die" in order to keep myself from going in the kitchen and DEVOURING the twinkies I bought for the senior class picnic tomorrow.
Pictures will DEF. be up tomorrow ^.^

Getting Ready For The Pressure.



3.15




I want these shoes. But..........
i have to get these instead.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Go Green!

Reduce.Reuse.Recycle.
Save the PLANET!

3.14 ^.^

Women are so beautiful. We are a beautiful creation of GOD. Why is it so hard for some of us to get through life? Why are men constantly making us struggle to get somewhere? It's because they are secretly jealous. They're jealous that they don't have the sexy physique and the curious mind that wonders. Wanders through hills and valleys. Wanders the depths of the seas. #Yep. I think it's all jealousy.

What Is Love?

Love is...
Two-faced.
I love you one morning!
I hate you the next.
Oh Well, Love is...
Awkward.
So... when are you going to kiss me?
Kiss? You? HAHAHAHAHA!
Not now.
To love is...
Nothing
if no one's there to love you back.
To be loved is...
Something.
To love and be loved is...
Apparently everything, even though that doesn't make sense
Considering a negative times a positive equals a negative.
. . .
Paraaadoxxx!
Love is...
A widely misunderstood word, because to Love and to Lust,
Are two totally different things.
"OHHH! I LOVE YOU!!!! MORE!"
"Uh. No you don't, you love this."
There's a difference between loving something someone does, and loving someone , someone isLove is...
Deceiving.
Girls trick guys into thinking they don't love you when they really do
And Guys
Trick girls into thinking they love you, when they really
don't.
Love is Hollow ; No whole
Love is Sweet ; No sour
Love is here in a second and gone just as fast.
Love is Beautiful ; No ugly
Love is Weak ; No Strong
Love is forever ; but it will never last.
LOVE IS... Complicated.
It's like a flower in the rain.
The rain, so cold; depressing ; so rich and fufilling.
The flower being pelted on, with hard shots of unforgivingexplosions of rain.
The flower needs this.
It's nutriants,
It's life.
The flower, willing to go through the sake of pain,
Just for the rain.
That's what love is.
Love is... A rose.
Complicated. Compelling. Complex.
The rose a symbol of beauty, of passion... of love.
The red, a symbolization of the blood that will be shed all for the sake of love.
The thorns.
You know they're there.
And yet still, you grip to it tightly holding on to dear life.

The blood flows.
DEFINE: Love
[luhv]
noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend
3. sexualpassionor desire.
PAUSE.
Synonym to # 3 :Lust.
PLAY.4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart. 5.alove affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour. PAUSE Synonym : Lust.
6.
sexual intercourse; copulation.
PAUSE Synonym :Lust.7.( initial capital letter )a personificationof sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid. PAUSE. Synonym : LUST.8. affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor. 9. strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
END.
Love IS a widely misunderstood word.
What LOVE IS
Is NEVER giving up.
What LOVE IS
Is doing everything EVERYTHING you can, to make it ok.
For the one
you love.
WHAT LOVE IS
Is someone who just KNOWS what's up, no words needed.
WHAT LOVE IS
Is the most important thing in anyone's life.
It will come.
And it WILL go.
But real love...
Will last forever.
LOVE IS
When you hurt SO much, SO MUCH that only love is left.
When only love is the cure.
LOVE IS
EVERYTHING.
Love is what happens when you care for someone.
Love is when you can let someone go, and they come back to you.
Love is when you're someone's...
Love is when...
Love is when...
You can't possibly imagine life without said person.
Love
Is
Forever.
Love...
Love is...
Love.
A widely misunderstood word.
-anonymous